The scene where
I find the largest blending of the two worlds is Scene Seven, when Odessa and
John meet with Elliot and Yaz at the diner. John, also known as Fountainhead,
is predominantly from the Cyberworld along with Odessa “Haikumom,” and this is
the first time we meet them in the “real” world and see them interact with the “real”
people, Elliot and Yaz. In this moment, we learn that Odessa abandoned her sick
children, leading to the death of her daughter. Elliot shares that she
“couldn’t stick to something simple like [give water to Elliot and Mary Lou]”
and that she just “had to have her thing,” which is assumed to be drugs. When
asked for money to buy flowers for Aunt Ginny’s funeral, she prompts Elliot and
Yaz to go find her computer and pawn it.
Keeping with the motif of
dissonance, this scene demonstrates how broken Odessa truly is and how much she
struggles in her everyday life. Running the chatroom, we only see a front of
how “put together” she is, supporting and leading her group of recovering
addicts by spouting off haikus and words of encouragement. Hudes includes this
particular moment because it demonstrates that no matter how content,
insightful, and encouraging someone might be on the Internet, the real world is
an entirely different place. John and Odessa partake in a cordial and
professional conversation until Elliot and Yaz interfere, establishing that the
chatroom is simply an alternate universe of sorts, and that reality will always
take precedence over a façade. We finally see Odessa for who she actually is,
breaking the illusion and creating dissonance over what is a warped perception
and what is the stark truth.